I SEE THINGS OTHERS DON'T EPISODE 5&6

Episode 5

The next day I came to work early, hoping to have a word with
Nina. She came in a few minutes after I did, dropped her stuff
on her desk, took one glance at me and headed into the boss’s
office where she stayed for almost an hour. I watched and
waited until she finally came out. As soon as she saw me
approaching, she meandered into the secretary’s office. I was
like, what? Weren’t we going to talk about this? I went back to
my seat and waited. She came out soon after and seeing that
the coast was clear, went to her desk. I decided to leave it till
lunchtime. I just couldn’t keep my mind off her though. I had
been in relationships in the past but this was different. She
intruiged me. She was like a case I wanted to solve and didn’t
mind spending the rest of my life doing it. I knew I was in love
with her and had to find out if she had the same feelings for
me. I had seen other people before with blackened wings,
broken wings, bat-like wings even, but she…I couldn’t put my
finger on it. But I knew if I could see my own manifestation in
a mirror it would be me bursting into flames whenever she
came around me.
1pm. Lunch time.
I had avoided making eye contact with her the whole time.
Still, I had been watching her every once in a while from a
reflecting teapot. She hadn’t left her seat and seemed totally
engrossed in her work. Probably had forgotten all about me. . ,
, !
The lunch bell sounded and she got up along with everyone
else and went to the cafeteria. I followed behind her. I watched
as she took a helping of spaghetti and salad with chicken and
moved to a corner of the table. I asked for rice and pepper
stew and was about going to join her when she received a call.
As she answered it I was hit with a wave of visuals so
stunning I almost fell. A dark cloud appeared around her and
her gold chains tightened painfully around her wings, so tight
in fact, I thought I saw them bleed. Whoever was on the other
side of the phone was responsible for my nina’s misery. As the
conversation continued it was as if something dark was being
absorbed from the phone into her ears and head and I watched
as her entire demeanor became dull and miserable. I was still
looking at all of this when a co-worker bumper into me from
behind. I apologised and walked straight up to Nina who had
finished her mysterious conversation. She looked up at me
and tried to smile. I ignored the gesture.
“Who was that?” I asked sitting beside her.
“Who was who?” She replied.
“The caller on the phone?”
“Wow. That was quick. You’re not the jealous type are you? I
can’t stand having a jealous boyfriend.” She said with a smile.
“Whoever that was, was very important to you, and obviously
causes you a lot of misery. I can help.”
“No you can’t” she sighed and looked down at her plate.It was
obvious she had lost her appetite. “No one can help me.”
“Maybe I can, if you’ll just tell me.” I pleaded.
“You go first. You had something you wanted to say in your
apartment earlier. Before the assignment. Before we..kissed.”
She looked back down at her plate shyly.
“Oh, come-on, not that again. You know it has nothing to do
with…wait. Did you call me “boyfriend” just now?”
“Jealous boyfriend” she said, making a face.
“Then what’s the problem?” I asked. She became quiet again. I
took a deep breath and went for it.
“Nina, you know how I feel about you. I know you do. I don’t
like beating about the bush, so I would like to know, are you
married?”
“No I’m not.” She said.
” Fiancé?”
“Not really…”
Oh. So there was someone. It was my turn to lose my
appetite. Then again, this person wasn’t really her fiancé. Isn’t
that what she meant by her statement just now? I looked at
her and she met my eyes.
“Come back to my place, we will be able to talk more freely
there. I promise to be the perfect gentleman.” I had decided to
tell her everything. If she called me crazy and ran, so be it. But
I would do my best to help her if she let me.
She smiled again. I never got tired of that smile. It started at
the centre of her lips and parted to show small white well
shaped teeth. I longed for that smile like a kid longed for
candy.
“You have been too much of a gentleman already, ” she said.
“Ok. Your place. But tomorrow. Tonight I’m going to be kind
of…busy.”
“Busy doing what?” I said alarmed.
“Hey, you are the jealous type aren’t you?”
“Who wouldn’t be jealous over you?” I said. “That person
would have to be blind.”
“Or overly confident” she finished with a faraway look in her
eyes. I frowned but she didn’t explain further. She held my
hands and squeezed them tight. “Thanks for being so
concerned about me. You are a good friend.”
That was definitely what I was trying to avoid being to her. I
wanted more than friendship. Much more. But I smiled back
and said nothing. All I could think about now was how to help
her with whatever problem she had



Episode 6

She came to my house by 12noon the next day. It was a
saturday and environmental sanitation day and I had spent the
better part of that morning cleaning out the house and weeding
up some stubborn plants that were growing on the edges of
the pavement. I kind of enjoy cooking so I had made some
jollof rice with crispy curry fried chicken awaiting my special
guest. I had also stocked up on a few non alcoholic drinks in
my mini-bar …remembering to make sure orange juice was
included. She liked orange juice. I had also stocked up on
some cool music and some bestseller movies. Hey, we weren’t
going to be discussing her problems the whole time she was
going to be at my place were we? So I tushed things up a bit in
preparation for my special guest.
I had been sorting through my pictures when she knocked on
my door. I opened and let her in. She wore a light yellow
sundress with green frills and matching head accessories. She
looked classic. We hugged and exchanged pleasantries and
she sat down. I offered the orange juice and she gladly
accepted. I took some glasses and soon we were drinking and
chatting away.
“Getting to your place wasn’t easy at all,” she said. “The bike
guys refused to reach here”.
“Probably because of the environmental, ” I replied. “The touts
at the junction won’t let them rest. They harass them even
after 10 o clock!”
she smiled and became quiet. I waited patiently.
“So, you wanted to know what my problem was…” She said
quietly.
I braced myself.
“I never knew my parents. My guardian adopted me from a
motherless babies home in Enugu.” She smiled sadly. “He said
I brought him good luck, that as soon as I entered into his
house, good things started happening to him. He was a farmer
whose wife had been found by the doctors to be infertile. They
had tried on numerous occasions to have children of their own
but it had all been in vain. So after extended discussions with
his wife, they decided to adopt. He said I kind of looked like
her and that was why he adopted me. According to him,as
soon as I came into the house things turned around for the
better. His farm started to yield more and his wife’s petty
trading improved. Soon he was able to get a bigger house to
stay in and extended his land for more farming. He was able to
hire labourers and business really boomed. The wife was good
to me and treated me like I was her own daughter. They sent
me to the best school they could afford in the vicinity and I
was immediately singled out as one of the most intelligent
pupils in the class.”
“How old were you when you were adopted?” I asked.
“Daddy says I was two at the time.”
I nodded and let her continue.
“When I was in secondary school, a cousin of my adopted
father came to visit. I had never seen him before and was
surprised that he had never visited. My guardians welcomed
him joyously and thanked him for finally gracing thier humble
abode, which quite honestly wasnt so humble anymore. He
seemed genuinely happy for them and kept on looking at me
with interest. They introduced me to him as their daughter
though over the years I had come to find out that I was
adopted. Not that i minded when I found out. I think they just
wanted to let me know the truth and I appreciated them the
more for it. Anyway, he asked again who I was and I told them
I was their daughter and he smiled and said he had seen his
daughter in law. My guardians laughed and I looked away
shyly but didn’t know that he was quite serious.”
“He left the next day and came back a week later with his son
whom he said was about finishing secondary school to enter
the university. He introduced us and let us be by our selves
while he discussed with my adopted parents. Obi, the man’s
son, seemed very reserved at the time. Dunno if it was
shyness. We said one or two things and after a while his father
said they were going. They thanked us for receiving them well
and we thanked them in return.
Over time I got to like obi very well and even looked up to him
like a senior brother. Even when my guardians teased me that
he was my husband I denied it, telling them obi was my
brother. One day, as I was about finishing secondary school,
Obi called me aside and told me he had feelings for me and
wanted to marry me. That we should make a pact before I
entered the university. I was so happy! But I drew the line at
the pact. Not that I didn’t want to be with him but my mother
was a staunch Christian and had warned me against taking
blood oaths which is what he was suggesting. I told him I
loved him and would be with him but as for the pact he was
suggesting, I would have nothing to do with it. Obi was very
disappointed in this and didn’t speak to me for days. I felt
terrible but refused to give in. Finally however he accepted my
word of faith fullness and we made up.
I entered the university when he was in 300level. We weren’t in
the same university and we used to visit each other when we
had the chance. Every once in a while he would bring up the
issue of a pact again and I would refuse. I noticed that he had
started to change. He followed bad gangs and told me he was
no longer going to church, that church was for people who
were too lazy to do things on thier own. I tried to talk to him,
tried visiting him more often but he became more distant,
saying if I loved him I would agree to the pact. However I held
my ground on that matter.”
One day he called me late in the evening and said he was
coming to visit me on campus. I told him from where? He said
he was driving down from his university. I told him it was too
late already that he should wait until the next day but he
refused. It was like he had been drinking or something. I
pleaded with him to wait, as if I knew something bad was
going to happen but he refused to listen. He said I had a
boyfriend and that was why I didn’t want him to come. I told
him that was not the case. Hr said anyhow he was coming,
that we would do the pact that day whether I liked it or not. I
cried and told him to wait that it was obvious he was drunk and
we would talk further tomorrow bit he wouldn’t listen and cut
the call. A few hours later someone called me with his phone
that he had gotten into an accident and was in a private
hospital. I hurriedly called my parents and his and travelled the
next day to see him. The doctor said he hurt his back badly
and couldn’t walk, that he was paralysed from the waist down.
He blamed me for the accident. He said if I had agreed to what
he was saying that he wouldn’t have travelled that day. I told
him his being paralysed wouldn’t stop me from marrying him.
I have cared for him since then. He still stays in his father’s
house and has servants about him but every once in a while I
check on him and he checks on me. We would have been
married two years ago but his father keeps postponing the
event for whatever reason. I have seen over the years that obi
has changed completely. He no longer loves me or cares
about me but at the same time he dosent want to let me go.
He keeps insisting on making this pact even as I have stayed
with him until now.”
I took a deep breath. This was a lot to take in. I waited a bit
though, and when she didn’t continue I asked
“What about you? How do you feel about him?”
She sighed. “I care for him. He is my responsibility. If I leave
him now it will look like its because of his paralysis that I am
leaving. And I honestly don’t know how he will manage if I
leave.”
“So you do want to leave?” I said.
“But I can’t!” she cried. ” I can’t leave him in that state. What
kind of a terrible person does that! I see him as my fiancé and
future husband. In fact we would have been married if not for
the delay from my father-in-law to be. I still don’t get what his
own problem is. I am ready to marry his son but he keeps
telling us to be patient. We have been dancing around the
issue since the accident, that is about three years now. I once
threatened to leave but obi burst into tears and I had to
promise him I was not going anywhere before he calmed
down.”
We were silent for a while. I kept thinking of Jerry Springer’s
show “Baggage”. This was some serious stuff. Could I accept
her baggage? And even if I did, what would I become? The
family friend? How could I help?
I sighed and she looked at me and smiled. “You are really
great chuks. I see the way you do your work quietly. You don’t
impose on people even when you are above them. I notice
how you are always around to help others in thier problems.
Falling for you would be so easy, but you can see why I have
to keep my distance…”
“Staying with someone in a relationship just because you feel
sorry for the person, never works out.” I said.
She looked a bit hurt and started to fidget in her seat.
“Please chuks, I’d rather not talk about this anymore. I made
someone a promise and I intend to keep it. He may not believe
me but i do not need a pact to keep my word. Please can we
leave it alone?”
I sighed and sat back on my seat. She smiled and rested her
head on my shoulder.
“So. What is your big secret?” She asked.
“I see things that others cannot see.”